In a rut.

I feel like my body isn't changing despite all my efforts and its frustrating beyond belief. I feel like I'm doing all this running and 30 Day Shredding and my body has nothing to show for it. My weight keeps hovering around the same number; I'll lose a few, gain a few, but I always stay around the same. I feel like I have so much longer in this weightloss journey and its overwhelming. I'm so BLAH! I've decided to take today off just to VEG. And eat pizza. :P

I also had a little retail therapy, which is always good for the soul...I read Bobbi's blog and saw the pic of her Rainbow flip flops and decided I had to have some too. :P I also got an O'Neill Carlisle tote...I figure it'd be a cute tote for the summer and big enough to lug sippy cups, snacks, and diapers. There goes my 101 list #33. :P Oh well, I can always start that one over.

I did workout earlier this week...I did a 2 miler on Tuesday and attempted Jillian's Burn Fat Boost Metabolism dvd on Wednesday; I burned 334 calories and 235 calories, respectively. I'm hoping to get to the gym tomorrow; Caleb's schedule is changing yet again, so early mornings may not work out for us anymore. We shall see.

I received some shocking news from a good friend this week (if you're reading, I won't go into details, I promise) and I am oddly really affected by it. I feel like I should DO something, or SAY something, but words aren't coming easy for me in this situation. The only thing I can really do right now is offer some virtual (((((HUGS))))).

Ok, gotta go and feed the kids...